Even before, I already promised you two things - that whatever happens, I’ll only stick to you and to Super Junior. But it seems that I was not able to fully fulfill those promises. I started liking other members and started liking other groups.
But then, I never once gave more love to those other groups and members than to Super Junior and to you, Leeteuk.
In a little longer than four years of me being in KPOP fandom, particularly an ELF, three whole years has been dedicated to you, because until now, I’m still an Leeteuk biased. I will admit that there were times when I really felt that it was too difficult to be an Leeteuk biased because of some circumstances that we, as your fans, needed to protect you from all those haters even though you were the one who really had a mistake. You did a lot of things that made me mad at you, that I wanted to give up. I really got tired of protecting you but my heart, even if it sounds cheesy, would still long for you and come back to you. I realized that, maybe, it became a part of being an Angel. We needed to sacrifice, just like what you did as a leader. If you were not that strong, you won’t last. Super Junior won’t last for seven years… and counting.
No matter what, those characteristics of you, may they be good or bad - they make you who you are - Leeteuk. And I loved those too, because it would make you unique, special (hence the name), and the only one in the world - Leeteuk.
In two years after this day, I don’t know what will happen. But today is the start of fulfilling another promise. I already broke a lot of promises, and of all the promises I made, this one is what I want to fulfill the most.
I promise you that I will wait for you. I will hold your hand and never let go.
P.S. Please stay healthy, and come back safely.
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